Wednesday, April 14, 2010

April 19, 1995


On April 19, 1995 Timothy McVeigh parked a Ryder truck full of fertilizer explosives in front of the Alfred P. Murrah Federal building in Oklahoma City. At 9:02 a.m. it exploded, ripping through the building killing 168 people, 19 of whom were children all under the age of six. More than 680 people were injured. This was the worst act of terrorism on American soil pre 9/11. **As I'm writing this my husband pointed out, what about Pearl Harbor. Pearl Harbor was an act of war and not an act of terrorism.

I was 17 when this happened and I never would've dreamed that when I went off to boot camp four months later that my first duty station would be Oklahoma City. I arrived in OKC in January of 1996 and had no idea how this city and that horrible act would affect me. To tell the truth I didn't even put two and two together until about two weeks before the one year anniversary, when we were being briefed about all of the security measures that were going to be taken because the President was flying into the base for the ceremony. A lot of the military personnel had been on the base when the bomb exploded. The base is about 15 miles from downtown OKC and the blast was so great that they felt it on base. I will never forget the stories that the guys told me about helping with the rescue and recovery, through their tears. Now folks these aren't wimpy guys, these were big, strong, go to the gym everyday guys and to see them reduced to tears talking about what they experienced was very humbling. I wouldn't get the full effect until I was actually taken to the site a few days after the anniversary.

This is just one block from the Murrah building, and as you can see that after a year, the windows are blasted out and boarded up.

This is the Journal Record building that is across the street from the Murrah building.

This is the Water Resources building directly across the street from the Murrah building and you can see the damage. The survivor tree and YMCA is in the background. About 100 feet from those blockades is the spot that McVeigh parked the Ryder truck. The blast created a big crater in the street so they had to fill it in.


This is from the other side of the street. The survivor tree is in the foregound and the Water Resources building is in the background.


This is where the Murrah building once stood. This is hallowed ground. This fence was always full of momentos that people would leave. Just seeing the fence makes me cry. I spent New Year's Eve '96 at that fence praying over the victims and their families. That's a New Year's I will never forget.


This is on the wall of the Journal Records building in back of the Survivor Tree. The Survivor Tree was in the direct path of the explosion and survived.


This is a hard picture for me to look at especially since I have kids of my own now, but this picture is the most famous from that day. The little girl is Baylee Almon who turned one the day before the blast and she did not survive. This picture also won the 1996 Pulitzer Prize. There is a book out there written by Jon Hansen, who was the Assistant Fire Chief in Oklahoma City when the bombing happened, and it's titled Oklahoma Rescue. It's an amazing book of his first hand account of what happened that day and the days after. It will leave you speechless.

Since I can't get to my pictures yet I have to go with this picture from a postcard that I bought of the OKC National Memorial. The designers did a magnificent job with this memorial. It is so beautiful in person. There are two gates, The Gates of Time, at each end of the street. One gate says 9:01 and the other says 9:03. The street is now a reflecting pool and the chairs are where the Murrah building once stood. Each chair represents a person that was killed, big chairs for the adults and small chairs for the children. Each row represents a floor of the building, so the chairs in that row represent the number of people killed on each floor. There is more to the memorial, but I need to show the pictures to explain it. You can go to www.oklahomacitynationalmemorial.org to see everything in the memorial. It is a beautiful website.

On Friday, President Obama declared April 19, 2010 the National Day of Service and Rememberance for Victims and Survivors of Terrorism. I will leave you with a portion of his speech. "There is no greater evil than willful violence against innocents. On this National Day of Service and Rememberance for Victims and Survivors of Terrorism, we pause to remember victims of terrorism at home and abroad. We honor the heroes who have supported them, and we redouble our efforts to build the kind of world that is worthy of their legacy."























Wednesday, April 7, 2010

The Price

I hope you all had a wonderful Easter. Easter morning the kids opened their Easter gifts from my Mom. We didn't have anywhere to go so we just went for a drive to find a park. When we found a park, we would stop and let the kids out to play. They had a blast! It would've been nice to spend Easter with family, but oh well we made the best of it.

Saturday night, Kevin and I watched The Passion. That is the most amazing movie ever made. It really brings home what Jesus did for us, for me, even though we don't deserve it. I love how it shows the relationship between Jesus and his mother Mary. Being the mother of a son it really effects me on a different level. I just can't imagine what she went through watching her son go through all of that. It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about it. The whole movie just has me crying from start to finish, but the two parts that really speak to me, as a mom, are when Jesus is carrying the cross through Jerusalem and Mary asks John to get her closer to him. John takes her to a spot that is secluded and she waits for Jesus. Jesus comes into view and falls to the ground from the weight of the cross as Mary flashes back to when Jesus was a child and fell and scraped his knee, so she goes running to him, as any mother would, and embraces him. Jesus looks at her and says,"Look Mother, I make all things new." Wow! That is so powerful and just wrenches my heart. The other scene is when Jesus is hanging on the cross and Mary walks up to him and kisses the bloodied foot of Jesus. She then looks up at him and says,"Flesh of my flesh...heart of my heart...Son, I want to die with you." Ugh! that just send me into hysterics. (Those of you that know me well, know that I'm a very sensitive person and it doesn't take much to make me cry) That is the ultimate price of motherhood. I am just humbled at the price Jesus paid so that we (I) could have a relationship with God.**As I was writing this, Curtis starting crying out in his sleep, and of course I jump out of my chair and run to him.** It is unfathomable to think that the great creator of the universe would send his only son humbly to this earth to die a horrible death just because he loved us and wanted to have a relationship with us. Would any of you sacrifice your child in that way for love? Hmmm...something to think about.

On a lighter note, Claire is officially walking and she is good!! She went from taking a couple of steps to full out walking in a week. She didn't even want to have us hold her hand and she will squat down, pick something up, then stand back up and continue walking. What!?! I still can't believe that I have a walking 10 month old. Lauren was 13 months old and Curtis was just about 14 months when they started walking. I had a feeling that she would walk early because when she was a newborn, she would stand herself up when I would burp her. Superbaby!! Anyway, have a great rest of the week.